Friday, August 18, 2006

Spent Tears

I finally cried tonight. It has been so long, well over a year. If memory serves me right, the last time I cried like this was when Jeff and I broke up. Crying until it hurt, until I couldn't breathe, until my eyes burned and I spasmed all over.

I can't tell you why.

My best friend happened to be in town tonight, so he took me out for a long walk and then a fireside chat. I forget how cool he really is. :)

My stomach hurts, my eyes are swollen, and I'm exhausted. Crying didn't make me feel better--it never does. I just feel stupid and foolish, even though I shouldn't.

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